Siting here all alone nothing to do no one to see killing habits to
find different ways to slow my mind free it from all the things that
runs threw me that i never get to hear but only feel the negativity
threw me every day feeling sick feeling the anger that stalls my sleep
making me afraid of falling asleep knowing what awaits for me all the
blood the killings the hatred the Massacres what awaits is so dark so
horrible something people don't see in there nightmares but only see
in movies all i want is to get rid of this and live a life not seeing
dead souls hearing there cries seeing what they went threw actually
feeling there pain and suffering as if i was right there causing it
all cutting them, beating them, kicking them till every bone is
broken, and slamming objects into them until the blood drain's dry
thing like that disturbs me without showing the expressions all i want
is to be free of this and have a life without this shit